I buried her today.

My hamster is dead. I don't know how long she's been dead because I just checked on her today. It makes me really sad. It makes me even feel worse because I know it was my fault for not taking better care of her. I'm so sorry for not taking good care of you, Jailbreak. Even if you bit me so many times, I still love you. T___T I don't want to throw away her body because I'm hoping she just learned how to play dead and is tricking me.

SO SO SO SO SO SO SAD. T____T

I look like Tablo in my mood minus the confetti and microphone. ):

I'm afraid zombie hamsters will come after me for my wrongdoings.

You're getting too cozy with E-sens and I don't appreciate that.
Because you guys look cute next to each other.
HOHOHOHOHO. x:

It was cute when CL was handing DBSK their award. She was like,
"Hoshit where do I go." And Micky was just like "This way, my child."
CL is so cute. xD And next to her, Simon was just like "teehee."
And then suddenly E-sens and CL were standing next to each other and
CL's just cheesing at E-sens. GURRRRL.

Once in a while, I still try to look for my old stories even though I know that I would just end up at a dead end.
I always do that. When I lose something and I know I've lost it for good, I still look for it. I still look for it hoping that
it'll just pop out from out of nowhere.

I don't get why I do that. But it feels great when I get that feeling. That feeling that I'll find what I'm looking for
if I look hard enough even if I already know that I'm just going to be disappointed and upset in the end.
That feeling before that disappointment feels great for me.

Now I wish those old stories would really pop out of nowhere because I can't rely on my memory for
much longer.

AGHHHHHHHHHHH I JUST HAD TO.

( the simpsons 이시네요 )

LOL CREEPER SHINWOO IS CREEPER. x'D